November 03rd, 2012

I have been weeping a lot this morning preparing for the work with this client. I feel the presence of the ancestors and the nkisi so strongly. I have been to the mountain top. I am grateful to Divine Providence for gifting me in this manner. I walk in Spirit and Spirit walks in me.

I refuse 99.99% of case work brought to me. People want to tear others families apart or create chaos because of jealousy, greed and envy. I want no part of that. Many come to me like Simon the sorcerer offering money, sex and favors for this power. My response like the Apostle Peter is "God is not with you nor is your heart prepared to receive this Divine treasure. Away with you! The Gifts of God cannot be bought." What I was I am no longer. Thank God for the Grace to rise above self. I belong to God not you.

I have made many mistakes because of ego, lust, pride and vanity. I am human. However it is a choice to let go and let God. I can't run from His Calling no more than the sun can refuse to shine. I AM Chosen, trust me I did not choose this path. You won't ever hear me revile nor judge other spiritual workers because of their humanity. The closer one walks with God, the harder you are fought by those that walk absent of Light. The greater the Calling on one's life, the more pronounced the protest of the flesh. We want to be like everyone else, do what we want, screw who we want and invite all the vices of the flesh to party with our body. However if you are a praying individual and love God, at the end of the day God must have Her way.